As I started to read through Og’s scroll 4 this month, I found myself initially having hard time accepting and embracing “I am nature’s greatest miracle“. There was a part of me unwilling to accept this truth and was feeling uncomfortable. Of course it was my subby (old blueprint) resisting to accept the Truth.
One day, somehow, my eyes caught these words “But my skills, my mind, my heart, and my body will stagnate, rot, and die let I put them to good use. I have unlimited potential. Only small portion of my brain do I employ; only a small palty amount of my muscles do I flex. A hundredfold or more can I increase my accomplishments of yesterday and this I will do, beginning today.”
Yes, that’s right, why would I waste immense potential that I have given by the All mighty God who created me very unique and special way.
13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well. (bold and italic added)
As I started to dwell on this truth and and embrace “I am nature’s greatest miracle”, I found myself enjoying the scroll 4 as I should. If I can not accept myself as an unique and special person, how could I love myself and love others?
I carried over from Scroll 3 “I greet this day with love in my heart. I love all manners of men for each had qualities to be admired even though they be hidden.” I needed to be reminded that I have qualities to be admired even though they be hidden from me.
That’s it! I am going through this MKMMA training to do away with my old blue print and build a new one as I am digging in deep to find a treasure (myself) that was hidden from me due to many layers of misunderstanding, hurts, confusion, and life experiences that led me to believe that I am not good enough or I need to do more.
I have begun this journey of searching deep within a few years ago but it has been a slow progress until MKMMA training. It amazes me how well every aspects of this training has been thought through and planned for me to be able to take a step by step process to realize what I need to work on and how to do it.
It has not been a easy process but very powerful and effective one as I am witnessing changes happening with myself and others who are going through this program.
As my old blueprint has been built for over 50 years of life, no wonder how stubborn it is to break it off. There are still more to break off but I am starting to see more of my true self coming out and it is great to see this change!
I am whole, perfect, strong, powerful, loving, harmonious and happy!
During our tribe zoom call, we were discussing our experience this week working on “kindness” and once again I was reminded how importance it is to love myself so I can love others. How can I love others properly if I don’t love myself? I need to learn to be kind to myself first then I can be kind to others genuinely.
I was busy trying to be kind to others and observed others’ kindness but I started to recognize my own kindness to others and to myself. It is good to love myself and be kind to myself!